I'm lost in the bottom of a bottle
getting tired of trying to find a way out
I don't want to leave, so I'll just sit here alone
and wonder when the hell did all of the pain start
I'll crawl out of bed breathing fire
half stoned, half awake in the rain
the ceiling fan spinning circles in applause
"well done you're a failure with a black heart"
I'm so tired of waking up with a half mind
I'm so tired of waking up with a heavy heart
I'm so tired of waking up all alone
I'm so tired of denying this is all my fault
tell me what I did because I don't remember
and I never thought I would last until November
so I give up, and who gives a fuck
don't bother telling her I loved her
she won't believe me anyway
I can still hear your voice coming over the clouds
I'm trying to scream but I'm not as loud
you tell me to run when I'm crawling on the ground
I can still hear your voice coming over the clouds.
This Jersey crew makes a ferocious mix of guttural grind and heavy hardcore punk, with lyrics aimed square at sociopolitical ills. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 14, 2021
The mix of shoegaze, punk, and noise from this Seattle band is notable for its urgency and bright, foregrounded vocals. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 9, 2023
Five heady, "studio-as-instrument" reworks of tracks from the New England band's excellent 2017 debut, "The Symmetry of Autumn Leaves." Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 6, 2023
supported by 4 fans who also own “Clouds in Contrast”
one of the best and most excellent midwest emo record there is! amazingly well mixed for midwest emo. waterbed from this record compared to their mv version proves how important a good mix is, because suddenly this song sounds a lot more raw yet well produced in here. singaporecentralemo
supported by 4 fans who also own “Clouds in Contrast”
Revisiting this album today and it is just as powerful and demanding as it was eight years ago. Perfectly pertinent to today's pandemic world and all the other donked up messes facing us. This album reminds us to live... while we may.
To quote from 'Disolve': "Our blood will dry some day. But our bones won't break." grahamco